Originally Posted by
WildMage
You are in a sense intuitively describing the orbs of energy as emotions. It can also be a representation of sound, which ties in heavily with our emotions. But this would get into the mechanics and evolution of the human species, and the remnants of a sonar type system which devolved after they exited the oceans.
I have heard of the term Loosh before, and have also read the account behind how the term came to be. I also have a superficial understanding of its significance in what is being discussed here. From there we enter Castaneda's world of Archons or the fliers chasing down astral entities and sucking on vital energy. My own experience differs dramatically, while I can understand the vampiric aspects and can see it as one of the potential perceptions, it is not an accurate representation. It may be possible on one level, but I honestly feel this is a misinterpretation of what is actually going on behind the scenes.
What you seem to be pointing to is the usage and movement of this vital energy as part of an overall flow, wherein you become the conduit thru which "they" for lack of a better term feed you a pseudo-Cartesian (3D grid) type system with directional instructions of where this vital/life energy needs to go. I may be off a little, so I will wait and see if this latter fits at some level in what you are experiencing.
*WM*