Lol, well I hope they enjoyed it.:p Or it's blood flow anomalies on my part, or I've just developed some more tinnitus.
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Ahhh, now this is an interesting development. I mentioned a little while back that I'd noticed my field, on occasion, flux at a given rate [this first started happening when Montalk appeared again, so I'll put it down as something else looking in], well it happened again today with a few differences.
1) Pressure build-up, which is normal, but this was a hard steady pressure.
2) The field began fluctuating at a much higher rate, I'd say roughly 4 to 6 waves a second [much like a zig-zag sine-wave in effect.]
3) I felt an inconsistent fine line of static electricity trace from the crown to the right side above the ear, which was very different.
4) There was the sensation of something exterior being wrapped and pulled a bit, manipulated, before being released afterwards.
5) I seem to have a slight degree more field strength, there is also something else I cannot place my finger on, but I know it is there [I'll find out a bit more later, will need to investigate what happened there.]
Just in case it was an entity I also told it to take a run and jump into the abyss [well, properly, with far more appropriate words]... it didn't seem to make it flinch, so my thoughts were that it was probably a physical entity [that is my impression.]
@Fore, insights? Possibilities of the types of developments I should expect?
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Also, @Agent99, one possible, probably partial explanation (strictly IMO) for the recent increase in strangeness and your psychic activation level is that discussion between members includes focusing on what each other said, which essentially means focusing on each other. If I'm right, that's enough for what Fore calls "lines of association" to form. Add to this that Montalk, Pontif and you are all psychic to various extents, plus Fore no doubt has "someone's" attention perpetually aimed at him and you can guess what happens. I think it's raw influence leaking to others through focused attention and that in turn invites "things" that feed off that, be they benevolent, malevolent or neutral.
Regarding attention on someone else leaking influence to them, I might have had something like that happen almost a month ago, namely that I had an interesting symbolic dream and when I woke up I went to check my email, and *bam* there was a message from Montalk that arrived just around the time I woke up, which implies that he was writing it while I had that dream. I'll PM this or put it somewhere else if anyone's interested.
I concur Neuru... I wondered about that myself. (in regards to your comments @a99)
Fortunately it is all very normal.
You remind me of my 12 to 14 year old self. It is, as if, I wrote it myself. I thought you would have psychically matured a bit more by now. Either way, you are probably ahead of most other psychics in your development so "no biggie". I guess structures require a bit of time to "unfold"?
(By the way, I am still looking for a good idea on how to artificially increase influence affinity [control].
It is quite the litmus test, heh.
First, lets go over the 5 points.
It means you went from a relatively inactive state to an activated state. Something either triggered this state change [by merging fields or exterior activation techniques] or something attempted to access your anatomy.
(As my instructions detailed on Emergent vs Non-Emergent targeting and Mind Reading techniques).
If I take in all five points rather than individual, it sounds like someone "scanned" you very intensely, which cause an activation routine to trigger and which resulted in your fields reordering themselves.
Points 2 and 3 are a result of your field restructuring itself.
Either A) through an issued Directive or Cognitive Command *you* or *some foreign someone* else issued at your psychic field, or
B) because someone else was present and merged with your field and that triggered the reflexive activation. (possibly more in the paranormal encounter category)
If you did not experience any psychic input (as in a conversation of telepathy), then, there is a high likelihood that someone accessed your mind and read content from it. (likely Active Mind Reading)
But it is all wild speculation since I don't know exactly what happened at your end. (sensation you experienced etc.)
Perfectly normal for a re-ordering influence field. It should feel like waves of invisible charges were moving from one area to another, sometimes they tend to exit the periphery of the head area and *snap* and arc like a miniature version of an influence lighting bold. As that happens (and usually just before it begins to emerge from the head) the fluids in your head will go against their vascular pressures and move to other areas causing the high pitched whine.
You might also experience invisible tugging forces around the periphery of your head as influence fields try to move from one area to another. I'd liken it to an invisible bundle that when it becomes free form other entanglements it snaps free and discharges like a tiny bolt.
As things complete their reorganizing process your head should feel like it has an invisible set of protruding structures. Sometimes these structures can be felt with your hand if you pass it over them.
You'll notice that as you do, your head might hurt a little as you are blocking a venting point for your internal influence field [IFM] (or in your case it would be an immature T-IFM)
Yes, that is perfectly normal.
Some people I have experimented with (human) say it sometimes feels like an invisible liquid dripping down their face or cheek. Others say it is a psychic wind that brushes across their face and their hair suddenly moves by itself as it snaps and releases a burst of their influence.
A few are more like me that said they saw static shocks, see/feel [physically] invisible waves coming off them. Some of those few had a similar problem like mine that their hair tends to part at the venting points on their head/skull.
It was rare for any of them to see any small reddening of the skin over specific points like mine. (internal sub-surface lacerations as I now assume it to be.)
The arcing from the crown is a good sign that you still don't have the EFM structure at the top of your head. That EFM structure (when it eventually forms) should restructure your field and allow you to control your abilities externally.
Yeah, influence surging out as it cleans out the vents as in point 3 and 2. There is no control structure at the moment so it will leak in surges depending on how your inner influence supply is being fed through your system.
Out of all the members you seem to be the most similar to me. I wonder how Montalk and A99 and Nueru are when they reach this level?
Yeah, if you silence your mind carefully, after the activation, you should sense extra feedback in your mind. It should give you positional awareness as to where your exterior fields are.
Pay attention to your cognitive feedback routines and build them up. It will give you an indication if your biological mapping was done correctly or if you need to make some manual adjustments.
After that comes the calibration routines for your ESP to make sure you get high level of coherency in feedback routines.
@ A99
By the way, I noticed you changed your avatar. I assume it was to deter a line of association from forming?
In the "line of association", the actual data that creates the association is the "psychic signature" itself of the other person. The associative idea linked to that unique signature, in the imprint left behind in a person mind, is equivalent to someones psychic ID.
In other words.
Basically, when I think "of you", your *psychic signature* as "I remember it" is your Personal ID to a psychic [like me]. So if I tell my abilities to do something relative to your ID, then the higher components like my Higher Mind knows what I am referring to.
Your name itself, without the psychic signature is relatively useless. There has to be intermediary associations that translate from one mind set to the other. So is the avatar with your picture on it. It would only help the lower mind to form a mental association of who you are. The higher mind would only see a picture reference that doesn't mean much to it. The same is true for a name.
A higher mind complex inside of a person works and associates information differently than that of the lower mind. It's architecture is formed differently than the one that is formed around a persons biology.
There are alot of complex nuances in this topic that would be very hard to write out. Just keep in mind that your lower mind is a composite system. If you turn off different aspects of the brain then you'd find a name contains no relative information.
It is all the other bits of information indexed *with that name* that (in the lower mind) that gives it some meaning.
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So if you pass a reference to your higher mind and that reference isn't understood, the psychic components attached to the higher mind won't act without a clue as to what you are targeting.
The only exception is if you train your higher mind to absorb certain information for which you can create short hand references.
There are also other larger components that you guys haven't yet been introduced to. It is a series of complex points that are very numerous to touch on. The only one I have noted whom has touched the topic is probably Montalk.
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Demons leave behind markers in a persons field and body in order to find them again. They don't typically find people by their name, or how they look or even where they live.
They leave behind a piece [influence] of themselves inside the bodies of their victims in order to "sense" where the target is in relative position to themselves in "Influence space".
When they want to visit, they simply sense the piece of themselves and follow it to the destination. If they left someone in Sydney Australia, when they next visit that person they might be in Tokyo Japan.
To some of the spirituals, spacetime is not experienced in the same way as you or I do.
You and I only vividly experience spacetime thanks to our biological bodies and lower mind that are inherently embedded into spacetime.
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It's all about pragmatic conventions being used. Some things are non-obvious to psychics when they perform targeting at a distance. Many seemingly assume they are dealing with standard physical space when they actually aren't.
Hi Fore....first post here. (I joined due to Montalk's recommendation of this forum.) He brought my attention to your post in this thread, since what you describe of the "white-ish vapor like substance" seems to be a match for a strange phenomena that I witnessed of my brother years back. People who know me or my writings/website know that my brother was a strange one, long story there (in a nutshell, an abductee or MILAB of some sort, mucho paranormal stuff surrounding him in life going back to when he was a toddler, and by the time he was back in my life in California and Portland from 2000-2002, when he was 19-21 years old, he was under the heavy influence of "something else" and wasn't himself anymore...) But there was something I witnessed while roommating with him in Portland Oregon in early 2002 that I've never had an explanation for, let alone any sort of corroboration about, until now maybe. Here's how I described it:
"Joe had a peculiar “skill” you could say that he demonstrated for me in Portland. He could breathe smoke out of his mouth on demand…even when he wasn’t smoking. He’d get those glassy eyes and weird smirk as he demonstrated, turning sideways…then slowly exhaling. Cloudy smoke would emit from his mouth.
“Do it again!” I’d say, amazed. And he would…and it always worked, without fail. I’d never heard of such a thing, and didn’t think much of it. Only several years later with the realization of who Joe really was did this creep me out in retrospect. When I ran it by Tom [montalk] he suggested something along the lines of “ectoplasm,” some kind of non-human entity or energetic manifestation or something."
So yes, Joe was a smoker, but he could continually generate this white misty smoke stuff on demand long after his last cigarette. The quantity was too large for normal cigarette smoke exhalation (especially hours after one's last smoke....) and didn't actually look entirely like cigarette smoke. It was like what you describe - this white smoky misty vapor, which would disappear shortly after exhalation - though you didn't say where on your body this white-ish vapor would emanate from so I could be mistaken in thinking this is the same phenomena you describe. The look in his eyes as he did it indicated something creepy and woo woo was amiss. By that point in early 2002 he always had the creepy "possessed" glassy eyes and weird smirk thing going on it seemed, talking as if something else was speaking through him. (I permanently parted ways with him shortly after he demonstrated this latest "smoke exhalation on demand" ability to me, for a number of other reasons though, not that.)
Anyway, just wanted to contribute this anecdote that's remained a mystery for 10 years now but maybe now has a valid explanation. If he was under the influence of extra-dimensional "stuff" it probably makes sense that he would be able to generate this sort of material.
@Fore / Pontif:
Can the line of association be formed by an anonymous guest to a known forum member, without the member previously knowing (of) this guest?
And if so, would that line of association allow the member to then more easily sense, trace, scan, and even influence the guest in return?
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@Neuru: I didn't scan you either. My bet is on non-human entities (not visible even as guests) keeping an eye on the newly developing dynamic here, maybe scanning weaknesses, tendencies, dangers, and probabilities they find relevant.
Correct, and yes. ;)
(By the way, this applies to Non-Terrestrials, Spirituals, and any other forms of intelligences you guys have never directly met or know of. Any reading here should know enough about us that they don't even require a speaking role or even a first post. )
The same is inversely [^Red Flag event] true...my mind went blank...LOL.
That is a nice trick guys, lol @ ET.
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Unsuccessful...hopefully it will wear off in a bit.
There are two topics I want to talk about. It feels like my head has an excess charge of influence that wasn't there before. It feels like there is a discharge that is somehow disrupting my thought process.
My thinking skills are not impacted but my ability to recall events is severely impacted. Like a brain fog of sorts but not a "biological origin" sensation. It is induced artificially, I have felt it before when I won't stop going over a topic with someone. It is obviously induced from what I can sense.
@ The entity that is doing it,
I assume you (alertness just shot through my mind) can "read" what I am seeing and thinking. I am letting you know that whatever techniques you apply will be written about publicly. Which means I will be scrutinizing the process and potentially delving into it.
Perhaps it would be more intelligent to resort (pressure increase) to other methods which are not noticeable or publicly aired.
Assuming you are an ET, and from the looks of your control you are, your supervisor will be greatly displeased that you allowed such a situation to happen (cold tingling running on my left side).
I will make sure that it becomes part of the review process. (whoa that was a reaction) Prepare yourself for that. You should know better than to perform so sloppily.
Edit: My abilities turned on by themselves again. Time is 8:57pm CST on 8/19/2012.
Edit 2: Checked time on computer, clock was off by three minutes, second presence seemed to replace the first. Chances are it was a supervisor. I guess hes not in trouble after all.
Edit 3: Second presence checked in only for a moment, seemed to leave after a minute or two. I don't sense anyone but my head is buzzing with an influence field even though I didn't turn it on myself.