I have a few things I want to share, some experiences I've had that relate to aliens or abduction. I'll post them in intervals because it's easier for me to focus on one thing at a time. Any comments are appreciated.
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There is a vivid dream that has stuck in my conscious memory. It was really traumatizing and I can picture it pretty clearly. There are two dreams I recorded in my notebook for the two days prior to the really vivid one that seemed to be foreshadowing of something negative to come:
25/2/2010
"I was at Brandon's house and Jerry was there. Jerry thought I was into hard drugs."
(Brandon is older than me, and a wicked singer and guitarist that I admired. Jerry taught both of us and was a wise, loving father-figure to me. When I dreamt of him thinking I'm into drugs, that indicates that I'm not on the right path as Jerry symbolized the 'good/right/virtuous' path of life. And I didn't want him to know about my partying. What stood out was my conscious, guiltful acknowledgment that I had screwed up)
26/2/2010
"I was holding my sword like I was last night. I looked down and noticed it was really twisted out of shape from me pushing on it. I'd also seen me pull my whole toenail off with my fingers."
(I think the bent sword represents my weakened defenses. My self-mutilation represents that I am hurting myself, probably due to self-destructive thinking and activities.)
27/2/2012
The notes are really bad so I'll replay it mostly from memory:
I awoke (in my dream) out of bed and walked out of my bedroom, very disturbed or alarmed. I had a sense that 'they were coming'(!). I remember walking into the living room and noticed the front door of the basement apartment was open. I could see people walking up to the front door, outside. I looked around the living room, and saw the people who were over last night, who slept over, sleeping on the floor, a mattress and a couch. There were 3-5 friends/room-mates sleeping there. I started yelling at them to wake up, really loud. I started gathering some of the various weapons I kept around the apartment so I could give to them to use to fight off the people who were coming. I grabbed a golf club, a baseball bat, a sword and I think a beebee gun. I tossed the weapons at my sleeping friends as I screamed at them to wake up. I remember saying something along the lines of 'I told you! It's them, the ones I've been talking about. Now you see!?'. Nobody was getting up so I started shaking and slapping them but it was of no use. They were all just out cold and before ya know it, I notice there are a bunch of people in the living room. Some I think were all-human, but some had heads like gorillas, and I think their bodies might have been concealed by clothes. They were mostly, if not all of them, 'gorilla men'. The memory is a bit vague and I was really emotional so I don't remember all the details.
Before I had the chance to throw a punch, one of them stuck a needle in my arm. I was extremely pissed off, and everything faded into black.
In the blackness, it kind of felt like I was sitting and I don't know how much time had passed. Then I felt, the strangely familiar, sensation of a needle go right into the top of my head. I 'knew' that this injection was of memories. I thought that some people around me were talking about injecting me with memories and sending me home, or it was my inner, intuitive voice that was telling me the injection was of memories.
Then the blackness turned into me walking in a city I wasn't familiar with. At this point in the dream, I 'woke up' and had 'remembered that I ran into someone who stuck a needle into me and that there was a handful of guys in my living room'. I kept on walking and was quickly enveloped in a whirlwind, then I woke up in my bed. (I took a strong dose of melatonin that night, probably no more than 3 or 4 times the recommended dose. Just enough to get my caffeine saturated body to sleep.) When I awoke that morning, I scribbled down a few incoherant sentences, but later in the day I remembered it more clearly.
That dream can easily be my imagination running wild from reading conspiracy and alien books. It's just really curious because it was so vivid.
I'm also suspicious for other reasons. It's not the only dream with needles. I've woken up with a perfectly round scoop mark on my right ankle. I've also woken up with a strange mark near the scoop mark that you could only view under a black light. It was about 5mm. It was a little circle with two symmetrical squares on each side of the circle. This mark was subdermal (under the skin) and couldn't be scrubbed off (believe me, I tried). It was greenish yellow. There were no hiliters in the house either. I showed several people the mark too. My room mate also woke up with green yellow markings all over his arm, a few days after I woke with mine. His marks were not symmetrical geometric shapes, but looked more like random spill stains, or grab marks he thought. They had straight edges. There were green yellow drops on the couch he slept on in my room that you could only see under the black light.