Note: This post was made on August 30th 2012. I delayed it until I could look it over and complete it.
@ All
Been having some issues with a (Spiritual) Phantom. Since the begining of the month when I heard the ear ringing. Seems the phantom is trying to leave markers on me as well as scare us (the family).
I have been praying to God everytime it intrudes and tries to take up residence. It has been repelled several times.
A few interesting and noteworthy insights in the last month:
A) The nearly invisible spectrum of influence that Higher Order Entities have is not so invisible. Its not a case of background masking techniques or anything. It seems that the spectrum I can easily pick up is the spectrum that negative entities generally possess. (as well as nomal spirituals)
So it seems they (Higher Orders, God) use a spectrum of influence that my abilities aren't [by default] adjusted to detect it.
So it appears I have (and that is perfectly normal in psychics) a wide swath of spectrum that my abilities don't sense any activity in, despite there being activity present. This is expected but I can finally confirm this is positively true.
B) I have learned why members like ScaRz and Etherian [God rest his soul] are/were not "perturbed" by the influence of Demonic presences as much as me.
I have an attitude wherein I assign more fear and power to the [Negative] Phantoms, Ghosts and Demons than they deserve.
My attitude has always been one of worry and fear of some sort of reprisal. I sense that God has stepped into the circle in my family and has helped each of us come to terms with the malevolent intrusions being a former fact of life.
Throughout our history, they have prohibited a normal life and have exerted control over the quality of our life. As a result, every bad experience has taught us (the family and I) that we somehow won't escape them. That somehow they should be feared through their control.
In other words, it is like walking through life worried about interference, and through that worry assuming that (as has been the experience) we will always be under their thumb.
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God has taught me, that as I turn to Him, I have nothing to fear from these spiritual entities. They are under His controlling thumb (proverbially speaking). That I don't have to go through life preparing for the worst outcomes if I accept God into my life and He in turn takes care of the spiritual problem.
I have been so worried that as someone in my family realized, we give the negative spirituals more power than they deserve. Even if they can harm us, they are subject to someone even higher than them.
Several nights ago, this was proven to be the case, I sensed someone coming near while I laid down to sleep for the night. The presence approached from my back, and even with my abilities almost turned off completely I could sense it. It tried to touch me to leave a marker but I began to pray and it left within a few minutes.
The next night I was in the front room of the house where this computer is located, I saw one of my family members startled and they asked me to come with them. They said they heard (through their ears) something invisible growl or hiss at them followed by a sudden sensation of intense coldness.
I walked with them to the kitchen and noticed the spot where the entity discharged its influence in the environment. The air was still cold in a column of air about the width of a human body and the height of more than 7ft+.
I asked them questions as I inspected the area with what limited ESP I have left and noticed it was still nearby. We prayed, and it left for about an hour, then came back.
We had not stood up to it as much we should have.
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Two nights ago, the entity came again and was leaving behind traces of it's influence in the environment. I clearly noted it was a phantom because of it's underlying signatures. A male Entity.
It scared one of my family members again. We prayed and again it was temporarily repelled. Though I was trying not to be fearful.
I was washing plates in the kitchen when no one was with me and it again tried to touch me. Then it did it's little trick of creating a cold spot just around my body. It was trying to use intimidation tactics and all that.
I got frustrated and told it in the name of the Lord to move away from me. It seemed to be resisting. I reported the event to the other family member and then sat down at the computer. Frustrated to think that somehow this bugger had penetrated the protection we had.
After a few minutes I told the other family member to get up and come with me. That we always make the same mistake of backing down and letting "them" set up residence and we don't provide enough interference to their activites as we should. I told them that if God has defninitve power over them, then we have nothing to fear in confronting them.
So we did just that, we walked right towards where it was and began praying. It seemed to flee but kept coming back. So we prayed longer and prayed in almost all of the rooms of the house. Even though it kept coming in at the other far end of the house as soon as we were at the other end of the house. We kept at it. After some minutes of praying the invisible force that seems to emanate from the Angels and the "Holy Ghost" seemed to form around us.
I noticed that if we went where it was at the far end after having prayed, it seemed to be "pushed out" as if an enveloping protection had surrounded us. That was more mysterious than anything else.
I wondered if the people like ScaRz and Etherian had this sort of ongoing protection and that is why they didn't seem to fear the malevolent spirituals. I have to say it felt very good to call out to God to protect us. The next day the presence did not return again and we had more peace of mind than previous times.
It is a very nice feeling to depend on someone like God whom can crack a proverbial whip and get these presences at a distance.
With Him at the ready, it seems that actual fear is a thing of the past.
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I just wanted to share that since this is how I handle the spirituals these days. I don't talk to them or communicate even if approached. The same is true of the ET, I avoid contact. That is the advice the Higher Order beings [Angels] gave and that is what/why I have followed through with it.
I also don't use my abilities, except very sparingly. I expect that even these residual behaviors of wanting to depend on my abilities at all will fade with time.
Side Note: As the Higher Order beings are always reminding me, I am to thank God for the blessings and good fortune, not them. They have told me several times that I should not think they produce any of it as they are simply doing what God tells/orders them to do. That He is "the source" of all their "doings" and efforts. They told me if I give thanks I should give it to Him because He is the cause [driving force] of it.
Last edited by Fore; 09-01-2012 at 03:43 AM.