I'm going to tell you about some things that occurred in my life that appear to fall under the nordic experience. They occurred when I was a child and I thought that they were angels, and they may yet be, but I now know things are more complicated than that. My memory of the events are sealed, all that I have is a memory fragment, little better than a picture that slipped through. I can barely see the picture anymore, but I remember my statements as a child which are more reliable than my present recollection. It's like an afterimage. If you stare at a book case and then close your eyes you can still see it, but when you move your eyeballs it destabilizes. That is what my memory is like, I can't move my eyes to see greater detail because it destabilizes.
Here are the individual facts of what I saw.
*They had blonde hair
*Shoulder length hair
*White robes, non conforming
*They may or may not have had wings (I remember some confusion about this as a child)
*They were surrounded by infinite darkness and space
*Their skin shown
*They appeared intelligent
*They appeared to be powerful, but friendly
*There were two of them and they were similar enough for me to think they were twins.
*I believe they had a belt (for the robe, not an equipment belt)
*There was something between them that I believe they were giving me, it was shiny. (I have details of this thing but I have a sense that I should not reveal it to strangers)
*My fragment also included the experience that I stared at this image for hours in a robotic hypnotized state. I got the impression that I could have starred at this for a year and still woke up the next day.
*As a child I would often wake up turn on the light and all the light would be green. Everything in the room would be greenish.
*One time I walked out to the window and started opening it up and my dad said "what are you doing" and I said "I'm letting the X in" He said the X was garbled.
*For a long time as a child I would wake up sitting Indian style and staring out in front of me. I would lay back down and then wake right back up in the same position. It became an annoyance at times. But each time I got the sense that I was in this hypnotic state.
Subfacts that occurred at a later age.
*I have strange experiences in time and knowing certain things (which I go into detail in the procogition thread)
*I have an incredibly powerful version of ASMR
*I sometimes get perceptions of people that come through their expressions, the words and verbal structures they use, or even the sounds they make in speaking or moving or simply breathing.
*With the exception of ASMR, which is voluntary, these things come and go in periods. It usually comes, I test it out and it works and I get scarred and disturbed and depressed and it goes away for a while again.
*When I was younger I used to explain "why I'm doing things" too ..."myself" (think David Jacobs) but then I told myself "No I'm not doing this anymore it's stupid, why am I talking to myself" and it stopped. It was like I was asking myself what I was doing even though I myself was doing it. It's the same voice in your head as your own.
Is there anything you guys can tell me based on these facts?