Not only initiations of the Spirit, but also those of the
soul can be received in other dimensions.
In my case, I searched the world over and for many
years for someone who could give me the true Gnostic
initiation. In the end, I found out that person had been
living all those years less then a hundred metres from my
house! I had been searching distant countries for that which
was within arm’s reach. When I went and knocked on his
door I was told that he had left this world a short time ago.
My disappointment was so great that I thought the only
way to get the authentic Gnostic initiation would be to
initiate myself during sleep, in other dimensions of the
created world.
Next I am going to relate some of the experiences that
have happened to me.
One night, during which I had been reading “The Green
Face”, a book by Gustav Meyrink, before going to sleep I
mentally repeated “I want the liberation of my Spirit” many
times and then I fell asleep. Half an hour had passed when
a bright light woke me up. I kept my eyes closed but could
see a bright light; everything around me was light. I slowly
opened my eyes and realized that this intense light filled the
whole room. I thought that someone had got into my house
and put the lights on. But no, the lights were out; this was
a different light, a strange light that I had never seen before.
Without moving, I looked around the whole room and
found that the light was coming from one of the corners. A
beam of light was flowing out from the corner and had
already filled the room, gushing forth like a bright mist
which engulfed everything. Faced with phenomena such as
these we must try not to be afraid and remember that fear
does not exist for the Spirit. The Spirit is not afraid of
anything because It is indestructible, immortal and eternal.
Another night, after reading a few pages of the book
“The Theory of Eternal Life” by Rodney Collin, I resolved
to mentally repeat the words “I want to receive the
initiation of the Spirit” until I fell asleep. Forty minutes
later, the same light as before woke me up but now there
were also two people in the room. I kept my eyes closed,
but “sensed” that there were two men there, next to my bed.
I thought “How could they have got in, if the doors and
windows are locked and only I have the keys to the house?”
I was afraid to open my eyes, afraid to look at them and
afraid they would notice I had woken up. I heard a strange
and powerful voice: “You called us and we have come, and
now you are afraid!” I kept my eyes shut and did not reply.
I wanted to escape, but I was afraid they would attack me
if I tried. Next, I heard “You weren’t fully prepared” and
then “There is no other way”. They immediately nailed into
my head a kind of needle, without giving me time to react
or defend myself. I felt that they were injecting a kind of
liquid into my brain, using what appeared to me to be a
kind of metal syringe or something similar. Then I fell
asleep. From that day on I felt within me a sort of distance
with respect to the world and I knew without a doubt
exactly what the goal was to which I had to dedicate all my
efforts for the rest of my life. I also noticed that my doubts
and uncertainties about the most direct path to the Spirit
had disappeared.
Fear in a man is a sign that he is still identifying with
the created world and its laws. A sign that he still loves
matter, his body and soul, and does not want to lose them.
For that reason his separation from everything created must
be gradual. As he progresses with his Spiritualization his
fear diminishes, at the same time as, as we have already
said, his hostility towards the impure and the ephemeral
increases. This is the proof that a man is becoming close to
his Spirit.
Years later, I had a similar experience after mental
repetitions prior to sleep. The same light and the same men
appeared. This time the same voice said: “Now there is no
fear”. And next they leant a strange instrument against my
head which emitted some sort of laser beam. A strange
rhomboid-shaped symbol was then engraved on my head
by the beam. After that second experience, less invasive
than the first, I noticed that I was getting closer to my Spirit
without looking back or around me. The path had been
completely smoothed, transformed into a direct path and
now I only had to walk down it.
The third initiation aims to ease and help with the final
transmutation, the True Salvation.
--The Forbidden Religion